Any Advice for me, anyone?

I got pregnant by a womanizer, heartless man...now, he doesnt want to do anything with me and keep on telling me that I got pregnant because I refused to take the pills and was trying to get him.... words like he doesn't love me and other hurtful sentences was thrown in my face... I want to get even, but i love him so much....I dont want to believe this is happening to me now, im 34 weeks pregnant, been sleepless and constantly cryin for two weeks now...what should I do?